crazyLADY..

So I've been REAL COOCOO lately..lol Yes, I'll admit it! (VENTING SESSION)
Maybe its just me, but I feel that @ this point in our life (Chris & I) old mistakes are no longer mistakes they are choices you make knowingly and quite frankly I don't have time for BULL CRAP nor do I feel I need to deal with it. I have been through way too much in the past and have come a LONNNNNNG way to GO BACKWARDS. So lets quit w/the kitty crap and move FOWARD.
Don't get me wrong I LOVE LOVE LOVE my husband he's AMAZING and has helped me with so much and especially during my unexpected crazy pregnancy but OH EM GEE does this guy know how to work my nerves and push the WRONG buttons! Apparently he's the only one who can make me go CUHRAYZEE. (maybe my hormones are out of WACK) who knows..lol
All I know is I want a better life for our lil family and I'm willing to struggle to get there even if it means I have to bust my butt to do it. You all know by now my Dad is my HERO and it's not because he's my Dad but because he has always taught us if we want something we have to earn it and WORK HARD for it and thru EDUCATION we can get far. He has done that all my life WORKED HARD to give me and my siblings a better life. He attended college in Japan and got his BA. He has led by example thru his actions. I love my Dad for that.
I feel we should do the same. I remember Pres. Hinckleys daughter speaking @ his funeral about how her parents taught by EXAMPLE what better way to teach your children then thru your very ACTIONS!
I know with alot of prayer the Lord will help my husband understand that we shouldn't wait for our "GOLDEN TICKET" or try to take the easy way out and bless me w/PATIENCE because i truly feel that I have run out of it and become the CRAZY LADY..