all because 2 ppl fell in love..

simple things

Because life gets to hectic and we need to slow down and remember what and who matters most! These two are my JOYs but can also be my pain in the butts..lol I couldn't imagine my life without them. With my crazy hormonal mood swings I try to fit in a lot of Mommy me time with my girls. Nothing too fancy, it's the simple things that make them happy. We love craft time and baking time so we try and do that at least once if not twice a week and of course movie time on the weekends. We don't go out much these days unless its church or the store but I do try to give these crazy girls the attention they deserve.  

Love my babies!

RAMBLING

Hello blog world. Where have I been ummm on Instagram, tango,  fb and snapchat..lol

Media has come up with soooo many new ways to be in touch with families that sometimes you just don't blog. I mean pictures and videos tell it all right?
So why am I even on here? I'm up while my house is sound asleep like many other nights but this time I'm tired of reading, searching, googling, fb, Instagram, being nosy, youtubing and etc. After reading scriptures, ensigns, conference talks, newsfeeds and blogs I came on to my blog which by the way needs some serious updating..lol So here I am blogging. It's funny because I was just talking to my sis Layn about blogging and how I always start and stop and start and probably wouldn't start up again but here I am!

Whats New..
Shlayna Fa'ava Fonua
She is turning 9 this year and I couldn't be more proud of the lil lady she's becoming. I may not give her enough credit because I'm always annoyed and moody but I'm so proud of her. I try not to be the Mom who CONTROLS every situation because I have caught myself a few times. No matter how many times I yell or get angry or frustrated she is still kind, sweet, loving and caring. She's helpful, crafty, witty, funny, goofy and has such a bright personality. She loves to do her hair, wear boots draw, plan activities, play with her lil sister and spend time with family and friends. She reminds me to SLOW DOWN, to be PATIENT, to DISCONNECT and I absolutely ADORE her!

Seiseira Rosie Fonua
She'll be 3 in a month and I can't believe how time can just pass by so fast. It seems like yesterday we brought her home and now she's my lil trouble maker! She is BOSSY, SASSY, BULLY and a lil DIVA. She is HILARIOUS and definitely our COMEDIAN! She loves watching movies, drawing, following her big Sissy around, she loves to be outside and go buhbye no matter where it is. She's still my lil thumb sucker who drags her blanky around. (I know I need to nip that in the butt soon)
She loves to play on our phones and ipads (kids are just way too advanced now a days) She has her own littlest pet shop and tom the cat..lol thats as close as they'll get to pets..hehehe
Seila is my meat eater and she loves fruits favs. She loves to count, name her colors, days of the week and months in Samoan & Tongan she's no pro yet but she'll get there. She has her 1st AofF down in English and Samoan and it makes me so proud. She's very independent she doesn't want to sit with you and learn she likes to do it on her own which is frustrating for me sometimes. Study time for us is short because she thinks she knows it all..lol She is so RANDOM and I call her my SOUR PATCH KID because she can be the SWEETEST but she can also be a BRAT!  I love her lil personality and love that she loves to help and I'm excited that shes old enough now to learn about Christmas and be in the Holiday Spirit. She is sooo fascinated by all the lights and the singing and of course our Christmas tree! I know thats not what Christmas is about but sure do love seeing my girls light up with all the lights!

I know I'm just rambling but I love my girls and I'm excited to have another baby to add to our lil family!
I'm 36 weeks and baby is healthy had an ultrasound done today and before I went in my husband reminded me not to find out what the sex of our baby is..lol he also text me too..lol It's such a miracle having a baby growing inside of you and such a blessing that I was chosen to be a Mother and a vessel for these sweet sweet spirits to be here on earth and be a part of my ETERNAL FAMILY! What a BLESSING and a HONOR! I am sooo ready to have my baby and meet him or her everyone keeps saying its a BOY but we'll wait and see it's kind of exciting and nerve wrecking at the same time..lol Any who doc said we could probably have baby before Christmas so I'm excited either way but a BOY sure would make my husbands Christmas!

Should I?

Sitting here in the living room on my ohh so too comfortable sofa with my legs up rubbing my belly. 35 weeks prego w/baby #3. Baby is very active and has been for the past 3 months. We're having a SURPRISE baby and I'm so EXCITED! My family on the other hand just wants me to find out already..lol As I'm sitting here rubbing my tummy I'm thinking of the day I give birth and weather or not I should get an epi. I've had my first 2 without and I had good and bad experience with them. But the truth is I think I'm more scared of the epi then I am childbirth. Crazy right?! Its just in my head I seem to always picture the worst case scenario like I'd be that 1 out of 1000 to have something go super wrong. But on the other had I'd like to have a pain free delivery because Seila was not the business..lol worth it but I'd love to experience an epi..lol Of course my husband thinks I'm some Amazon Princess and that I can handle anything and wants me to not have an epi..lol Ummm I'll be the one to decide. Reading all the pros and cons of having an epidural doesn't make it any easier either. I'm sure when the time comes I'll know. Just a few more weeks to go before we meet our lil Princess or Prince and I couldn't be any more excited!